His name is.

My heart is breaking.
It was already broken at first but now it is breaking again to smaller pieces. Only a miracle can patch it up. Ever since K, my heart was more fragile than ever. That is why I never allowed anyone near my heart, until you. Don't ask me why.
Even by just hearing your voice, I smile.
I made CC notes. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
My first time putting effort into a relationship by writing quotes into a piece of paper and labelled it "Day One, Day Two, Day Three, Day Four & Last One."


How the hell did I come up with this idea? I was browsing Twitter through my phone then it just stumbled across me. I doubted my intentions at first but I felt if I don't put any effort, he will end up like K. I purposly missed my 3 o'clock bus because I didn't want to waste my money for cab to Queensbay and was hoping he might come later. & he did.
It was quiet in the car(as usual). I looked at his face trying to memorize the picture. Dad was coming anytime so I had to go. Handed him the papers, hold his neck and told him to read it one day at the time.
Grabbed my phone and keys then a kiss to him. I had a feeling it was going to be the last one.

• DayOne :
  
  "Happiness is not something which you will find. Happiness is something around you, Waiting for you to join in."
  
  
• DayTwo :
  
  "Sometimes you have to finish all the tears to find a place in your heart to smile."
  
  
  
• DayThree :
  
  "Tomorrow will be your another yesterday if you don't wanna move on today."
  
  
  
• DayFour :
  
  "In a true love story, there may be a comma. But never a full stop.
  Perhaps this is just a comma in your story. If you really truly want it back, don't put a full stop."
  
  
  
• LastOne :
  
  I can't find the quote. But it is about me bidding goodbye.
  

Quotes are taken for DamnRightTweets & TiffanyWilliams.

This is not the first time I've asked him to go back to the past(ex).
I understand he needs time.
I know the memories kills him.
I can see how it is so similiar.
But I'm afraid when both of us go ahead, in the future he still can't let it go. & me, I'm left with the past again.
I'm sorry for being selfish.

*edited 29th June*

HE READ IT ALL :(

I asked him whether did he read it and he told me he read it allllllllll. There goes the whole waiting surprise. I'm so mad at him. Apparently, he already read two of the notes as soon as I got down from the car. CC asked me whats the point of me doing this.
I told him I will tell him if I see him.

The whole point of me doing this is by letting him to think through things. The last note was of me bidding goodbye to him. Which means to end things.
But obviously it didn't work out cause he read ALL OF IT IN A DAY.
:(