Terrified

Truth is, I am terrified.
Mulan was terrified what was she terrified of again?

I am not Mulan-not even close.

I am terrified of public scrutinisation, humiliation, judgement. Anything that may reflect badly or risk to have a poor image, terrifies me. Perhaps there is were my arrogance and ego was build on.
They are masks for my insecurities and a defence mechanism each time I face the world.
Each word I write on Twitter, each image I post on Instagram and each post I share on Facebook- it takes me a while to analyse the possibilities of these "public representation"of myself going bad.

How do I overcome this shell?
I am not so sure myself.