Death.

"What would you do if you're about to die tomorrow?"

"If you die tomorrow, what would you think about?"

Tonight reminded me of the bitter past.

To cope with the loss of a friend and being at the state of numbness. Again, I felt helpless just now. I understood that feeling of lost and because I understand it so well, I knew there was nothing else I could do but to give reassurance that they will not go through this alone. 

Tonight got me thinking about Death. 

Again, the nature of impermanence. 

Tonight got me thinking about my Dash.

What have I done in the past or doing now in the present that has brought significance to others? 

Nothing I think. Or maybe I did. I don't know because I don't keep tracks on the morality of my actions. But what about Dreams? Dreams that seem impossible to achieve. So much time were spent, wait, still spending, on preparing for the future but so little time focused on appreciating the present. I chose IR primarily to "groom" myself to help others in the future but little did I know, Death may be around the corner. This is something that should be looked into. 

Tonight.