Like A Star

" Do not look at the world through your head; look at it through your heart. "

-Ketut

My principle in life is simple. That is, never repeat the same mistake. As a friend, I don't want to lie any longer. I don't want to repeat my parent's mistakes. The moment I saw you walking down the stairs my plan was shaken by the thought that my feelings was about to change. No one ever found me.

My heart skipped and I can't help but to smile. Shocked by your presence all I could think do was to keep quiet. Perhaps it was plain coincidence or prediction or something.Impossible that anyone can ever find me when I'm in my own solitude walking through the corridors of college. No one ever did.

We went back to our respective places and I was trying hard to concentrate on the reality. I try to read the texts and write down notes but my heart wasn't intact. I gave up. Plain coincidence or not you found me and that was the reality. So I start to accept and live through it happily. And I did. Never in the past few months I ever felt that happy to be honest. To feel accepted just the way you are, to bring you to places you never imagine, to give you the simplest joy and to just be who you are. But happy times will never last. My curiosity brought an end to that joy.

It wasn't my business, it wasn't my problem and it has nothing to affect. To my surprise, it did. I felt a sudden disappointment, frustration and rage.

That was it.

Thanks for everything.

Thanks for the drive, the bites, the food, the stories and simply everything. You made me feel that there is somehow a lil hope somewhere in this world.

I wish you did as well.