What Should I Feel?

I've been feeling down. Can anyone pick me up?

Your driving instructor leaves you in the car all by yourself cause he is fed up with your bloody side parking that you're not able to do even after 48925845 trying.

Your parents barely call and YOU have to make that phone call. Sometimes you wonder whether do they actually think and care about you daily. Maybe when they call its when only they even bother.

Your assignments are piling up and midyear is in two weeks. All things have to come at once. The stalker is right. HSC students don't & won't have a life until the external exam is over. Nothing is easy in this world. But does that mean working won't be fun either?

Do we have to spend our entire lives complaining and stressing ourselves to hope that we'll have a better future?

How can we have a future when you spend your whole entire life working for a better future?

Sometimes when I start working on an assignment, I stop halfway and wonder whatthehell am I doing this nonsense when its non-related at all to my future? Might as well I spend that time fixing things that aren't right.

I was hoping college might bring that fresh air that I needed.

I was hoping coming here might bring that new environment.

There's no use hoping anymore because it just don't happen. Is that what every college offers?

Study, study, study, study, study.

No books no knowledge?

Then its not college. Its high school.