I am still working on my essay (okay, because I was lazy yesterday so I end up playing Plants vs Zombies).
I started the first two sentences which was mainly plain introduction and now I'm stuck. Tried to Google for some clues but it is a NO GO. I'm just going to leave the paper like that and hand it over to the lecturer tomorrow because I haven't got a bloody clue how to start writing my points.
My moodmeter is going down-down-down-down.
Blame no one but yourself.
I am in disbelief that I am sitting here in front of Lappie the whole day and trying to figure out my god damn essay when some of my friends are having fun out there and actually thinks college is fun.
I envy them.
I'm not use to staying at one spot and keep one doing one thing. I have to get use it. I miss going out. At least the college library is even better.
I miss dressing up and going for events.
I miss the late night sneak outs.
I miss the bitching&gossiping until early morning.
I miss my friends.
Imagine the only way to actually know your friends are alive is just by browsing through the photos in Facebook and envy that they're able to go out and have fun like old times. It is hard for me because that is what I do everyday and ever since I came here, it isn't the same anymore.
Let me clarify this first, I don't regret coming here & I never did. I simply and deeply MISS the fun I use to have.
Maybe because all those fun allow me to be myself.
Can't wait for the freakin semester break already.
My moodmeter is going down-down-down-down.
Blame no one but yourself.
I am in disbelief that I am sitting here in front of Lappie the whole day and trying to figure out my god damn essay when some of my friends are having fun out there and actually thinks college is fun.
I envy them.
I'm not use to staying at one spot and keep one doing one thing. I have to get use it. I miss going out. At least the college library is even better.
I miss dressing up and going for events.
I miss the late night sneak outs.
I miss the bitching&gossiping until early morning.
I miss my friends.
Imagine the only way to actually know your friends are alive is just by browsing through the photos in Facebook and envy that they're able to go out and have fun like old times. It is hard for me because that is what I do everyday and ever since I came here, it isn't the same anymore.
Let me clarify this first, I don't regret coming here & I never did. I simply and deeply MISS the fun I use to have.
Maybe because all those fun allow me to be myself.
Can't wait for the freakin semester break already.
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