First Lesson

I cannot think of anything right now
except feeling like an idiot.

Went for my first driving lesson. The first few minutes was ok except when the instructor guide me on side parking/ three point turn/ bukit crap I totally failed that part. Engine died more than 10 times.
Before even driving, it died once.
No one in the family has a bloody manual car so I can only practice during lessons.

And I thought maybe driving could occupy my time from all the depression. It is making matters worse. The instructor speaks to me in Hokkien and eventhough I can speak and understand the language I have trouble catching on the words. Most of the time I simply nod my head on whatever he says.
He must be thinking which idiot makes the same mistake even after 284632763174631 times correcting her.

SIGH

I feel really crappy right now so stay away. Really. I'm so exhausted right now but I still need to study for Malaysian Studies. FCK
On a veryveryvery good side, Gossip Girl is back!
YAY

Life hasn't been going well ever since you walked away.