*breathe in
*breathes out.
I'm sick of pretending all the time. Of not being able to say out everything. You might see me as a very emotional girl & I am but I have my own principles which is to protect my own privacy. Why? Because I'm afraid of what others might think. Especially my parents.
I'm tired.
I just read through a friend's blog and she is the second one I know who is experiencing difficulties in her family and decided to take the easy way out. By packing her bags. I know I'll probably lose my dignity & pride if I do that but maybe it IS the way out. I don't know.
I'm in a state of mind where yes and no is maybe, decisions are made without thinking, slacking around, anti-social by not picking up calls from whoever, eat twice as I normally do anything I want, cry whenever and wherever it is, and not smiling. What do I need?
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