i never thought my life was like this. & i was always thought my life was boring. when you find out that its not, its not even funny to think of it.
i've gone through a lot of ups & downs and made my way through it.
i've battled every war with every breathe i have left & leave with a sense of dignity.
i've cried for all the wrong reasons & learn my mistakes.
not this time.
i've been following these tracks for the past decade ever since you showed me the picture. i never put any action into it because i'm afraid. what it might turn out to be. today, i asked elf what to do. he said, just get the record straight.
how?
it's affecting me. my whole body is not even working anymore. late night tv, facebook, gaming just to get my fcking mind out of it. now, i can't even focus on my studies.
why do i have to get myself involve?
why did i pick up that phone call?
it is just my instinct my curiosity and finding out more. i'm sorry if my nature bothers you. all those past you hid from us, can't you just blurt it out?
i love you no matter what.
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