I actually feel like blogging.
What a surprise 
Terrible moodswings = EMO
I hate it. I can't control my emotions. It's not PMS. Just a lil situation out of control. Despite the fact that I do feel happy about it but I feel really empty inside. Something is not right. A fact that I don't want to admit.
The fact that I can't let go
I know I can and I really want too. It's just difficult. Everyone makes mistakes. I did. Thrice. And it's not even cool anymore to think of it. The thought of it... I can't. DM asked me today why am I so excited of that tiny-weeny - ? I paused for a while to search for an answer inside the psychotic brain of mine.
" Because I want to move on "
Is it the right way? I gotta let this out of my head. It's bugging me 24/7 that it's not even funny anymore. I plaster a smile so that I don't need hear questions like, R U OK? etc. I know they are concern & I truly appreciate that. Except, I just need time alone. I just need to get over this weekend and see where I go from there. Wait and see what is installed for me.
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