20th April 2009

Sometimes I wonder,, Did I make the right decision? Did I make the right choice to continue?

sigh.

Decisions. I'm feeling the Monday Blues today. Jokes are no good for me right now. I don't know why. shit. I'm feeling down again. My brain can't think of anything right now. So I'm just going to spend the next fifteen minutes typing bullshits. Don't bother reading.

What happens when you tend to fall for someone that you're NOT suppose too?
What happens if you're diabetic?
What happens if you slack all the time?
What happens if you're a follower?
What happens if you decide to continue living in a sin?

Questions starts with " What happens if....? " usually pops into my mind when something goes wrong. In reality, what done is done. I can't change the past. Neither can you. What should I do? I really don't know. I'm lost in this world fill with people with the same species but we all think differently. Why? I need Einstein. My head is constantly spinning around. I can't even think straight. School is just another way out. I don't think you realize that. I'm trying my very best to make EVERYTHING normal. Believe me when time comes I will tell you everything.

A) I fell out of love indirectly.
B) I fcking don't smoke so stop accusing me.
C) I may not act all feminine at times so what is your point? You annoy me like shit.
D) Gosh I hate people who only think of themselves (look whos talking). People who writes " Me, Myself & I " are plain selfish bimbo people who feels insecure.
E) Blame everything on others but look at yourself. Troubled child who thinks everything adores her but no...
F) I need him back. (I'm talking about JoJo FYI)