Insecure.

Maybe it's that feeling of insecurity

Maybe it's that feeling of pleasure

Maybe it's that feeling of dreaming

I don't know.

I have a big exam coming up in 3 days and I don't seem to give a shit about it. Kill me already.

Maybe I'll just fail and then jump myself off the building.

All these,

" What if? "

" Maybe "

They don't give a proper answer.All they do is give you hope.

Hope & Faith that someday or maybe later that hope will come true.

I guess I can say that I've always build a wall between me and humility.

Well, who is not afraid of public humiliation?

When I see other people get what they want and I don't jealousy starts slithering around my back.

So I stick my head up high and pretend like nothing happened. I'll just leave it aside and never bother looking back. Instead of trying to figure out a way, I laze my way out.

Oh boy, what have I gotten myself into?

There is no way I can rewind time. I can just push myself to the limit and try my best. Eventhough it won't be sufficient, I'll just have to keep my faith high that I'll actually get what I want.

No more tears

No more complaints

No more "I'm disappointed in you."

No more Juliet.